- Tuesday, February 22, 2011 / 1:01 PM
today didn't go school .
I really don't know whad happen to me . I don't even know myself now !
whad wrong with me ! i want to go back to the past .
Friends problem and family problem really make me feel like giving up everything and hide somewhere where no one know me.
i really cannot take it anymore
i don't want to change too, but i just have to make myself to become stronger in order not to get hurt again.
Everyone appear to be acting in front of me. or maybe i don't deserve someone to be true to me .
I just need someone to be true . i don't want to live in a world where everyone is acting .
if one day i suddenly change to someone who you guys don't know, that mean i give up everything le .
why i have to take up everything ?
keeping things by myself really make me feel miserable .
how i wish i can lose my memories now !
sorry .
Peixiu<3
sorry , i admit i changed but i will try my best to change back .
i know you don't want words but you want action .
i will change back de. now is words but i will do action for you to see.
sorry .