- Saturday, February 12, 2011 / 10:20 AM
Morning !
Wanted to post something yesterday night before going to sleep , but i feel tired after all the washing up .
yesterday i spent time thinking alot of things, and i just realised I'm still the one destroying every single thing. i can't blame anyone but myself. why am i acting like this? i really hate myself! should i really just disappear from everyone? i think all my friends are feeling stress with me ba.
i was trying to protect myself, something i didn't say out doesn't mean i don't care or i don't want to share with others, i just don't want others to worry about my things. i really care for every single friend, no matter is secondary school friends or ite friends . i just want to say, you guys is really important to me, and i don't want to lose anyone of you.
i starting not to believe anyone, but is not because i don't trust you guys, is just I'm scared.
to be the fact is, i had been kana hurt since i was in primary school, nothing really go well in my life. nothing !
Peixiu, Shuling, Cheryl, Peiru :
you girls are important to me! i will never forget anything with you girls de.
we share not hide anything from each other
if got anything you need someone to share with , just tell me , i will be the listening ear !
i admit i did changed but there is something i will never change,
that is our friendship ! <3
when i can't take it anymore, need somewhere to hide, will you girls be there ?
no matter what happen, i will be there for you girls de!
i love you girls ~ <3
Jacqueline, HuiLuan, Mingwei, Fuming, Jiaen :
you guys also are important to me, we must also be like the same okay .
' PIGLETS' will be there for each other right ?
if any of us make any mistake or whad , we shall forgive each other okay !
never hide anything le, just say out everything
we must be true in order to keep this friendship well !
no matter whad happen i will always be there for you guys !
i love 'PIGLETS' ~<3
PEIXIU LAOPO :
thanks for always being there whenever i feel low or whad.
you really is my best best wife okay .
no matter whad happen, we will still be like now okay !
love you ! ~ <3
Cheryl ,Peiru & Shuling :
you girls have always been there for me, always listen to me saying rubbish
really thank you for being my listening ear
you girls is really my best friends or i should say i treat you girls as sisters le !
love you girls ~ <3>
HuiLuan :
i really trust you and you're always my best Darling
we will be the same as now , no matter whad happen okay !
no matter whad i send you yesterday night, is just i thinking too much
so just forget it okay
love you ! ~ <3
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!