- Tuesday, May 17, 2011 / 7:19 PM
all i want to say is i realised i am the odd one .
i treat you guys as friends and end up you guys just treat me a stranger!
just hope nothing will happen to me .
- Friday, April 1, 2011 / 9:16 AM
Morning, i don't know whad wrong with me, had been feeling pain for the past two days, i thought today will be better but the fact is it is getting worse. why i always pretend that i'm happy, strong in everything but the true is not.? i hide all my feeling from everyone, no one ever really know how i really feel. It is because i don't deserve anyone to be true to me that why end up everyone is acting in front of me?? i wish i could hide away .
- Wednesday, March 30, 2011 / 6:10 PM
it had been a long time since i last post le. went for 411 BBQ yesterday . had fun but also pain. hais . i really scared i can't survive for the next 8 months . feel like giving uo every single things and run away to somewhere where no one know me . nothing much to say le , will try to post more de !
you say you treat me as friend but i think you're just lying to me ba, i really feel pain .
i shall learn to let go everything . hais . sick and tired of everything. no one is ever true to me .
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
- Tuesday, February 22, 2011 / 1:01 PM
today didn't go school .
I really don't know whad happen to me . I don't even know myself now !
whad wrong with me ! i want to go back to the past .
Friends problem and family problem really make me feel like giving up everything and hide somewhere where no one know me.
i really cannot take it anymore
i don't want to change too, but i just have to make myself to become stronger in order not to get hurt again.
Everyone appear to be acting in front of me. or maybe i don't deserve someone to be true to me .
I just need someone to be true . i don't want to live in a world where everyone is acting .
if one day i suddenly change to someone who you guys don't know, that mean i give up everything le .
why i have to take up everything ?
keeping things by myself really make me feel miserable .
how i wish i can lose my memories now !
sorry .
Peixiu<3
sorry , i admit i changed but i will try my best to change back .
i know you don't want words but you want action .
i will change back de. now is words but i will do action for you to see.
sorry .
- Monday, February 14, 2011 / 7:49 AM
Morning ! HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY
Today is valentine's day ! gonna spent my valentine's day with my dearest girls!
we will have fun today de ! :D ( will post some photos if we got take photos . hahas )
peixiu laopo:
Dearest Laopo, i will access the locker de. same to you, if you got anything just tell me, i will always be there for you and be your listening ear de ! happy valentine day ! can't wait to go out with you girls !
love you :D
muackiies~
Shuling, Cheryl, Peiru :
my dearest girls , Happy valentine's day !
love you girls :D
muackiies~
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
i just realised i'm still that dumb !
i wish i can change all my negative thinking to positive !
you will never know whad i'm thinking
- Sunday, February 13, 2011 / 9:43 AM
Morning !
Woke up at 7 plus ! yesterday went wanyi's hse with shuling !
went to cut hair with wanyi and shuling & after went mall to eat! :)
yesterday while walking back home, alot things came up my mind. thinking and thinking.
why am i so silly and stupid.? hais
later going out to do my LLA sketch book le! hahas
nothing much to say le .
was post more later when i come back !
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
- Saturday, February 12, 2011 / 10:20 AM
Morning !
Wanted to post something yesterday night before going to sleep , but i feel tired after all the washing up .
yesterday i spent time thinking alot of things, and i just realised I'm still the one destroying every single thing. i can't blame anyone but myself. why am i acting like this? i really hate myself! should i really just disappear from everyone? i think all my friends are feeling stress with me ba.
i was trying to protect myself, something i didn't say out doesn't mean i don't care or i don't want to share with others, i just don't want others to worry about my things. i really care for every single friend, no matter is secondary school friends or ite friends . i just want to say, you guys is really important to me, and i don't want to lose anyone of you.
i starting not to believe anyone, but is not because i don't trust you guys, is just I'm scared.
to be the fact is, i had been kana hurt since i was in primary school, nothing really go well in my life. nothing !
Peixiu, Shuling, Cheryl, Peiru :
you girls are important to me! i will never forget anything with you girls de.
we share not hide anything from each other
if got anything you need someone to share with , just tell me , i will be the listening ear !
i admit i did changed but there is something i will never change,
that is our friendship ! <3
when i can't take it anymore, need somewhere to hide, will you girls be there ?
no matter what happen, i will be there for you girls de!
i love you girls ~ <3
Jacqueline, HuiLuan, Mingwei, Fuming, Jiaen :
you guys also are important to me, we must also be like the same okay .
' PIGLETS' will be there for each other right ?
if any of us make any mistake or whad , we shall forgive each other okay !
never hide anything le, just say out everything
we must be true in order to keep this friendship well !
no matter whad happen i will always be there for you guys !
i love 'PIGLETS' ~<3
PEIXIU LAOPO :
thanks for always being there whenever i feel low or whad.
you really is my best best wife okay .
no matter whad happen, we will still be like now okay !
love you ! ~ <3
Cheryl ,Peiru & Shuling :
you girls have always been there for me, always listen to me saying rubbish
really thank you for being my listening ear
you girls is really my best friends or i should say i treat you girls as sisters le !
love you girls ~ <3>
HuiLuan :
i really trust you and you're always my best Darling
we will be the same as now , no matter whad happen okay !
no matter whad i send you yesterday night, is just i thinking too much
so just forget it okay
love you ! ~ <3
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
- Friday, February 11, 2011 / 8:52 PM
Had a fun day today!today went downtown to watch movie with the elderly! the lady i took care is damn cute and friendly! hahas !Baked cake and muffins with Jacqueline, HuiLuan, beatrisa, Jiaen, Mingwei, Fuming !had lots of fun!had fun also with peixiu wife, cheryl and shuling! love ~ very happy that my secondary friends and ITE friends can be friends sia ! hahas ! overall , i love today ! will post photos later de ! byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
- Thursday, February 10, 2011 / 8:29 PM
just finish bathing . hahas
today in class keep feel like sleeping sia ! and my mood today is not that good . hahas
& beatrisa just told me the LLA project maybe cannot do bookmarks when i had already finish the whole thing ... -.-
Tmr not going school but going to downtown east to watch movie with elderly
after that Peixiu, Cheryl, Shuling Jacqueline, HuiLuan, Beatrisa, Mingwei, Fuming & Jiaen is coming my hse ! we gonna bake cake and have fun together ! hahas
nothing much to say , gonna sleep early !!
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. goodnight !
Please think for others can ?
